But even yet I refrained
and kept still. I scarcely breathed. I held the lantern motionless. I
tried how steadily I could maintain the ray upon the eye. Meantime the
hellish tattoo of the heart increased. It grew quicker and quicker, and
louder and louder every instant. The old man’s terror
must have
been extreme! It grew louder, I say, louder every moment!—do you
mark me well? I have told you that I am nervous; so I am. And now at
the dead hour of the night, amid the dreadful silence of that old house,
so strange a noise as this excited me to uncontrollable terror. Yet,
for some minutes longer I refrained and stood still. But the beating
grew louder, louder! I thought the heart must burst. And now a new anxiety
seized me—the sound would be heard by a neighbor! The old man’s
hour had come! With a loud yell, I threw open the lantern and leaped
into the room. He shrieked once—once only. In an instant I dragged
him to the floor, and pulled the heavy bed over him. I then smiled gaily,
to find the deed so far done. But, for many minutes, the heart beat on
with a muffled sound. This, however, did not
vex me; it would not be
heard through the wall. At length it ceased. The old man was dead. I
removed the bed and examined the corpse. Yes, he was stone, stone dead.
I placed my hand upon the heart and held it there many minutes. There
was no pulsation. He was stone dead. His eye would trouble me no more.
If still you think me mad, you will think so no longer when I describe
the wise precautions I took for the
concealment of the body. The night
waned, and I worked hastily, but in silence. First of all I dismembered
the corpse. I cut off the head and the arms and the legs.
I then took up three planks from the flooring of the chamber, and deposited
all between the
scantlings.3 I then replaced the boards so cleverly, so
cunningly, that no human eye—not even
his—could have detected
anything wrong. There was nothing to wash out—no stain of any kind—no
blood spot whatever. I had been too wary for that. A tub had caught all—ha!
ha!
When I had made an end of these labors, it was four o’clock—still
dark as midnight. As the bell sounded the hour, there came a knocking at
the street door. I went down to open it with a light heart,—for what
had I
now to fear? There entered three men, who introduced themselves,
with perfect
suavity, as officers of the police. A shriek had been heard
by a neighbor during the night; suspicion of foul play had been aroused;
information had been lodged at the police office, and they (the officers)
had been deputed to search the premises.
I smiled,—for
what had I to fear? I bade the gentlemen welcome. The
shriek, I said, was my own in a dream. The old man, I mentioned, was absent
in the country. I took my visitors all over the house. I bade them search—search
well. I led them, at length, to
his chamber. I showed them his treasures,
secure, undisturbed. In the enthusiasm of my confidence, I brought chairs
into the room, and desired them
here to rest from their fatigues, while I
myself, in the wild
audacity of my perfect triumph, placed my own seat upon
the very spot beneath which reposed the corpse of my victim.
The officers were satisfied. My
manner had convinced them. I was singularly
at ease. They sat, and while I answered cheerily, they chatted of familiar
things. But, ere long, I felt myself getting pale and wished them gone. My
head ached, and I fancied a ringing in my ears: but still they sat and still
chatted. The ringing became more distinct;—it continued and became
more distinct: I talked more freely to get rid of the feeling; but it continued
and gained definitiveness—until, at length, I found that the noise
was not within my ears.
No doubt I now grew
very pale—but I talked more fluently, and with
a heightened voice. Yet the sound increased—and what could I do? It
was
a low, dull, quick sound—much such a sound as a watch makes
when enveloped in cotton. I gasped for breath—and yet the officers heard
it not. I talked more quickly—more
vehemently; but the noise steadily
increased. I arose and argued about trifles, in a high key and with violent
gesticulations;4 but the noise steadily increased. Why
would they not be
gone? I paced the floor to and fro with heavy strides, as if excited to fury
by the observations of the men—but the noise steadily increased. Oh
God; what
could I do? I foamed—I raved—I swore! I swung the chair
upon which I had been sitting, and grated it upon the boards, but the noise
arose over all, and continually increased. It grew louder—louder—
louder!
And still the men chatted pleasantly, and smiled. Was it possible they heard
not? Almighty God!—no, no! They heard!—they suspected!—they
knew!—they were making a mockery of my horror!—this I thought,
and this I think. But anything was better than this agony! Anything was more
tolerable than this
derision! I could bear those hypocritical smiles no longer!
I felt that I must scream or die! and now—again!—hark! louder!
louder! louder!
louder!
“Villains!” I shrieked. “Dissemble no more! I admit the
deed!—tear up the planks! here, here!—it is
the beating of his hideous heart!”